Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Moody night
Tonight...i felt very heavy in my head! Thousand of flutter swifting here and there...Hoping the fairy god mother who always appear in the fairy tales appear infront of me...help me to solve all my problems and fulfil my wishes...But this can never come true...Everybody has their own problems...neither human nor god...Hope this feeling will fate away silently...no one will be sacrificed...no one will get hurt...& no victory in this "competition"...
Everyone has fall asleep except me...i'm having a big ulser in my mouth under my tongue...This bother me alot... and i hope that i can stop blaming myself for being so untolerate each time...i must start finding the solution to solve the matter...i can do it...
Life in deserts was sandy,
Life in caves was lonely,
Life in ocean was salty,
But life in the heart of your beloved; WAS; IS; ANDWILL ALWAYS BE LOVE; LOVE AND ONLY LOVE…
ok stop here for now! my ulser is still aching...haha!
Labels: some days i am closer to truth
Chocolate-d @ 8:22 AM |
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
i have to destroy my laziness
Suddenly i felt like writing my blog again...my English keep on deteriorate day by day...
My pot-belly is getting bigger and bigger..when only can the pot-belly vanish in my life...
I must start my yoga class this month...hope that i wont give up half way...today my mum squeeze orange juice for me to drink...she said i eat to much food from outside...thank you mum...for always sacrificing and being so gracious to me who is so lazy...i must get rid of these STUPID behavior...get away from me....
I've not started to do my year end accounts yet because I'm lazy...just did it 10% only...see SEE see how lazy am i...no more facebook...no more shopping...no more watching drama for at least half a day...i can do it...save some time to do something more useful...my hubby too pamper me sometimes...he'll let me do what i like...so eventually I've become lazier day after day...
i will do it and i MUST do it...
today i really dunno what to eat again...this matter has been haunting me everyday... erghhh gambateh...hehe
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